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Bandcamp Exclusives Vol. 2

by Ryan Ladell

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1.
Free 04:02
Here comes another ramble from an ignorant, uneducated mind My reality is in shambles am I seeing more or slowly going blind I'd like to think that we are learning but the more you learn the less it becomes clear And if this whole world is turning I guess any crazy thing could happen here And we don't have that much time So let's all live our lives Free from fear and lies Free from all of the people who would fill you up with shit just to keep you in line Here comes another verse about how difficult this thing we call life is Should we make up my own rules or get a job, a spouse, start planning our first kid? I'd like to think that we're not dying but the more you learn the more it becomes clear That even if there's something after we should make the most of our existence here And we don't have that much time...
2.
Now that you've found out what life's about You're on your way up, there's no stoppin' you now Now that you know what you're here to do You're gonna be strong you're gonna see it through Now that you know how you should spend your time Now that you know your future is much brighter than mine All your problems are gone everything is gonna be alright Now that you've seen the light, that jaded man-made brightly shining LIE Tell all your friends you don't believe in them Tell all your friends that they are all condemned (Chorus) Tell all your friends that you're doing well Tell all your friends that they're going to hell ... that they are going to hell Things are gonna be great for you from now on Your life is defined and it's even all written down There's no more questions, you'll just blindly live If it doesn't make sense tear out that page and then reprint (Chorus)
3.
Oh, Demon 03:50
Oh, demon on my wall I've made my peace with you It as a pretty nasty fall... but I made it through Oh, demon of my mind Of you I am aware You may have found a place to hide... but I know that you're there Cuz I can feel you creepin' all around my head And I can see you when I close my eyes in bed I think you're waiting for the perfect time to strike And take back all that I've regained in my mind Oh, demon of my soul If there's really such a thing Then I'm sure that when I go... you'll come with me Oh, demon of my heart You're a tricky one it seems Cuz every time I plan a new start... you bring me to my knees And I've been brought down on my knees too many times So I'll ask please, won't you let me go in blind? I need a chance to take this chance, can't you see? At least then we'll know if there's that much hope for me... There's hope for me
4.
Tired 03:46
I'm still alive, but I'm not fine It's ending soon, it could be tonight It's creeping up my whole left side It's always been inside my mind If it takes me away today.. This is what I wish I had the guts to say I Loved you all, you were fine Even when we got behind (Chorus) You were always on my mind I know Iike to hide and I haven't seen you in awhile It's nothing you did, I just get tired We're still alive, but we'll all die You can't cheat death, but you can try Either way one day it's goodbye And we can't know what's after life If it takes me away today Remember these few words that I'm too scared to say... (Chorus) I guess I just got tired
5.
I need all of someone to be satisfied I don't mean all the time I mean when you're mine, just be mine And not because I sulk and write this shit But because you truly understand Because you need to feel my hands Love is making everyone I know a mess You're making me feel like all the rest Must every word I speak now be my best? Wasn't Zooey singing "This is Not a Test"? All I see is your face when I close my eyes I hear your voice inside my mind I'm afraid it's no longer mine I wanna do what's right for us I swear But I need you to meet me there You know I'd meet you anywhere But Love is taking me for such a ride And I forget to buckle up every time There's no refunds for tickets of this kind Maybe we'll live, baby, maybe we'll crash and die I need all of someone to be satisfied

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Final release of 2021 and the last of the songs from the "these four walls" recordings.

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released December 1, 2021

All songs written and recorded by Ryan Ladell.

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